Chemo for today was canceled. My white blood cell counts were just to low to get another round of chemo.
I can't lie. This feels absolutely crushing to me. I was just so ready to be done. And put this behind me.
The new plan is: a shot today, a shot tomorrow (to boost the WBC), and then hopefully chemo on Friday. That all presumes the blood counts are good though. Which they should be. My oncologist said that he's never had this plan fail yet, so I'm counting on it.
And also. This too shall pass. A last chemo treatment will happen, even if it's not today.